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Haha So Much For The Everyday posting... it's been like a week
Well im back home now and things were going great- partner is still amazing and helpful but my motivation and determination to get healthy and loose weight fell with the downpour of rain! Seasonal Affected Disorder is Totally real!! HAha The weather when i got back was great-- for like 2 days! Then All Motivation and Determination disappeared -- I got my healthy food, fruit, veges, real herbs spices and meat- yet i still snacked... i never finish something i start and it brings tears to my eyes.. i plan to change my life and do all the things that ive mentioned and planned to do and then a week later i have no will left to carry it on and its like WHY?? its not like its hard-- its so simple and should be so natural yet even that i find hard-- is anyone even reading this? But yet my expectations for this are probably just as high as my expectations to be in a healthy routine right now... No patients!

Will have an early night tonight and try again tomorrow--- Wish me luck