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Im 19 Years old living in a small town called Rotorua in the small country of New Zealand, i am engaged to a wonderful Guy whose profession is in IT-- we live in a cute little apartment 15mins walk from the city centre. Im currently jobless looking for my calling Ha Ha I'm Planning on going to study the art of make up next year and finally make something of myself, and do what i really wanna do, achieve all my goals and travel in my profession

Wednesday, December 22, 2010


Haha So Much For The Everyday posting... it's been like a week
Well im back home now and things were going great- partner is still amazing and helpful but my motivation and determination to get healthy and loose weight fell with the downpour of rain! Seasonal Affected Disorder is Totally real!! HAha The weather when i got back was great-- for like 2 days! Then All Motivation and Determination disappeared -- I got my healthy food, fruit, veges, real herbs spices and meat- yet i still snacked... i never finish something i start and it brings tears to my eyes.. i plan to change my life and do all the things that ive mentioned and planned to do and then a week later i have no will left to carry it on and its like WHY?? its not like its hard-- its so simple and should be so natural yet even that i find hard-- is anyone even reading this? But yet my expectations for this are probably just as high as my expectations to be in a healthy routine right now... No patients!

Will have an early night tonight and try again tomorrow--- Wish me luck

Friday, December 10, 2010

Day 1

Not a very good start... read my book (Size 12 is not fat- Meg Cabot) till 2am cause i couldnt sleep

Woke up at 8.40 to my mother singing happy birthday to herself (LOL)
had a very nice but not so healthy breakfast of devils on horseback (prunes wrapped in bacon) fried potato's and scrambled eggs... which was sooo yummy!! lol

and have basically been sitting on my arse all morning.. my mother and my grandmother went for a walk, i should have gone - but the left whilst i was in the shower... ah well haha

but hey its only midday... and i have a 21st to go to tonight so i will work off my food with dancing haha

Stay Tuned ...

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Where to start...?

I don't really know why i have started this or if anyone will even read it but i figure for my own personal tracking, i will start a blog of my progress in the art of confidence..

The goal- Ha!
Well i have a few.. first things first... the weight... lets start small shall we... lets say - lose 10 kg by... new years? is that even do able with my lack of motivation... here's hoping.. that's 10kgs to lose and 3 weeks to do it... 

next goal- healthy diet
 I'm not doing too badly but I'm still a sucker for the sweet things... i need to start with a routine to be asleep by 11pm and awake at 7am and then i can start making sure i have breakfast in the morning... weet bix is supposed to be good right? a snack of fruit around 10.30am and a healthy lunch of uh mm... who knows ha ha! as long as it consists of fruit and veges... need to cut out white bread and replace that with  multi-grain bread, i managed to substitute full cream milk for lite blue milk so no its time to change that again to green milk.. minimise the amount of coffee i drink (note to self- invest in a alternative) 

next goal- daily exercise!
now i have just moved into a very cute apartment not far from the lake front so my next challenge is to force myself to to go for at least a ten minute walk along the lakefront in the mornings.. ha ha! yeah that will wake me up for sure! ready to take on the day for my next goal...

Job!... a horrid task that needs to be done.. i need to make more of an effort to walk my curriculum vitae around all the motels and stores near by and put myself out there- May as well put a sign on my head saying HIRE ME!

Well i have to say that's all i have at this stage.. will try to remember to update my blog on my progress everyday (can't monitor this on face book as there would be far too much cattiness and the typical no one cares about your life, write it in a diary!)